past , now and future

ouh i feel so stupid to be upset about the past,which is actly I'm still thinking about it now.I don't know why should i feel this way?,it's not like he's my boyfriend anymore,HE'S my EX,note that Aisyah.It's not worth it being upset because of him after what he had done to you before,what a jerk.Why I hv to feel like I'm losing him(as if he's not a jerk and he never dumped me)while I already with someone else,who is much much better than him.Who appreciate me more than he does.But if I lose you,ariff,I will be so miserable,you are important to me.I don't think i can replace him with someone else.okay,end for this topic.